I love dressing as a woman, there is no bigger turn on for me than getting dressed in a dress or a skirt & top, putting on my makeup, polishing my finger nails & toe nails, slipping my feet into a sexy open toed heels then heading out to my car & go cruising around. I couldn't even begin to tell you how much I love shaving my legs, plucking my eyebrows pencil thin with a high feminine arch, putting hoop earrings into my pierced ears & polishing my finger nails & toe nails. There is no better feeling, when your standing in front of the mirror, your completely dressed, your makeup is done, your nails are polished & you spray yourself with perfume, get your purse & load it up with your makeup, nail polish & perfume, then head out to your car. It is like a drug, when your out walking around a crowded mall, watching the guy's check you out, or looking at the women, wondering if they know that your really a guy. I have been dressing as a girl my entire life, it started with just a pair of pantyhose, then slowly increased until I was dressing up completely, wearing makeup & nail polish. Then came the, I got to go outside, the thrill of letting people see you dressed as a girl, next was the I got to go shopping as a girl, I love it when the sales girl at the dress shop finds out your a guy. My favorite thing to do is, go into a nail salon & tell the girl you want what ever nails they have, that will stay on for the longest period of time, then have them polish them a bright red. Lately I have been getting the desire to be with a man, I want to be held in a mans arms, feel what its like to be kissed as a girl, then to perform oral sex on him & let him have anal sex with me. That would be the ultimate in being a girl, well, aside from having my own breasts, I would do anything to have breasts. Needless to say, this lifestyle has cost me one marriage & countless girlfriends. All of my girlfriends said it was no big deal that I liked to dress up, that is until they see that I was wearing panties, bra & pantyhose everyday, even under my clothes when I went to work, then I started wearing nightgowns to bed & going out with my girlfriend wearing her jeans & top, pantyhose with a pair of her flats & mascara & lip gloss. On one of our trips, I talked her into letting me get my nails done, she left me there & went shopping, when she returned, I had gotten my eyebrows waxed super thin, my ears pierced & long red nails put on my fingers. The nails stayed on for 2 weeks, I dressed as Joanne the entire time, my girlfriend tried to embarrass me into stopping dressing up by telling me she was going to bring her friends over & let them see me dressed as a girl, I told her to go ahead. It was at this time that I grew my hair out & was letting my finger nails grow, I had shoulder length hair & my fingernails were a half of an inch past my finger tips. I kept my nails shaped & clear polish on them at all times, I started experimenting with different hair styles, using hot rollers & curling irons. Some times I would pin my hair up. I really started bugging my girlfriend about coloring my hair, she was dead set against it, she was really getting fed up with me & my dressing but do you think I would stop, not a chance, I kept pushing the boundaries until, I pushed too far. I was unemployed at the time, when my girlfriend came home from work, she came home to her boyfriend, sitting on the sofa, wearing a red silk blouse, a denim mini skirt, suntan pantyhose, blue wedges, with his legs crossed like a woman, wearing full makeup, with blue hoop earrings dangling from his pierced ears, his hair piled on top of his head in a bun & he was polishing his long nails a dark shade of red. My girlfriend lost it, she went off on me, she said, look at your self, you look more like a girl than a man, all I ever see you wearing is girls clothes & makeup, even when we go out, your wearing girls clothes & makeup, well, I've had it, you want to be a girl, fine, be a girl, I;ll even help you, but if I help you, you will be out to all my girl friends, Fine I said, does this mean you will color my hair ? No, not me, but I will take you somewhere that will color your hair, just remember, you wont be able to go back to being a man for a few months, that's fine with me, I said. I believe it was a wednesday, my girlfriend came home from work, changed her clothes, then said to me, take a ride with me, I said, like this ? I was wearing a black sweater, grey skirt, black tights & grey pumps, sure she said, just give me a minute, she went into the bedroom & returned a few minutes later with a gym bag, I didnt question her about the bag, I just got my purse & headed to the car. Where are we headed I asked, Well, she started, today is the day you get your wish, I am taking you to my friend, Dolly's salon, she agreed to do your hair for you. Nothing was said between us until my girlfriend said, what's the matter, your not getting cold feet on me now, are you ? No, I replied, it's just that , I never thought you would go thru with this, Oh, I am going thru with it alright, from here on out, you will be Joanne, just like you always wanted she said. We pulled into the parking lot & got out of the car, we walked in the salon & my girlfriend was greeted by her friend Dolly. My girlfriend introduced me, Dolly, this is Joanne, Dolly shook my hand, then said, so your the one who wants to be a girl, don't worry, I am going to make you beautiful, with that, she led me to a chair. Dolly got right to work, talking to my girlfriend the whole time. As I was put under a dryer, a girl came over & started to work on my nails. She finished my nails just minutes before the timer on my dryer went off. I was led back to my chair & spun around so I could not see the mirror, Dolly said it was going to be a surprise when she was done. After about an hour, Dolly was finished, are you ready to see the new you, Joanne ? Yes I am I said, Dolly turned me around facing the mirror, I couldn't believe my eyes, I was gorgeous, my plain brown hair, was now filled with curls, & cut in a feminine style with bangs stopping at the top of my arched eyebrows but the best part was, my hair was now a platinum blond, there was no way anyone would ever guess that I was really a boy. What do you think, Dolly asked me, I absolutely love it I said, my girlfriend handed me the gym bag she was carrying, go put these clothes on, Joanne, I was shown to the rest room where I changed into the long sleeve, white, mini, sweater dress, along with the shiny pantyhose & white, open toed, platform heels. My girlfriend & Dolly made a big fuss over me as I entered the room, telling me all the guys will be hitting on me. I thanked dolly again, & we left, my girlfriend was not heading towards our house, where are we going, I asked, to a party at my friend Gail's house, I told you if you had your hair done, I was letting all my friends see you, my girlfriend said, what, did you think I was joking ? We pulled up to a house & got out, we were let in the front door & told to go to the basement, as soon as my heel hit the last step, cameras started going off, there must have been about 30 of my girlfriends friends there, I was made to pose for pictures for about a half hour. It took a little getting used too being called Joanne by everyone, but I truly loved it.